Really been feeling like I’ve been living two separate lives lately….

I’m so unhappy and depressed for so many obvious reasons.

But on a daily basis I just walk around like everything is okay… until I’m alone…

I cry, I have the same songs on repeat, I pray for better things to come.

And I know they won’t.

5 years ago I was so happy you couldn’t change it, then 4 years ago it hit… things changed… I was heartbroken.

And from then I knew this is what my life will always be like from now on.

To be honest… I’m not okay with it. My hearts broken. I have anxiety. I’m depressed. Hopeless. I could continue…

I feel like I will never know the meaning of true happiness ever again.

-my life.

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